
Still, old thoughts are embedded, seemingly for the long term. There's not a day that goes by that I don't have some sort of suicide ideation. Lately, that's ramping up because it's multiple times during the day. I think I'm actually planning for it. Still.
Perhaps I'm borrowing from Jolie on the 50-year decision. I'm less than six months out, but frankly, I'm not convinced I'm going to make it that far. I don't fit anywhere. I don't connect.
My life is killing me.
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If your life is killing you, then what can you do to change your life? You deserve a life that is more compatible with your deepest, immutable needs. What can you change, May? I KNOW you are capable. I have every confidence in you.
Life kills everyone when it's time...
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